An Unordinary 1st impression

Swimming for women I’m devious like a shark..... Hold up; let me stop before I get ahead of myself. I know my wealth & what I'm capable of, I see the fame & the lights, that rape-able love, that love you can't kick off like a drug ,& so what , I don't fall in line like most niggas. I'm not regularly divine like the people that find safe haven with the nine. My mind is in another place, somewhere out in the land of the "Un-ordinary". The farther from people's commentary can keep me out the cemetery. I was told to take advice from the mouth of one man, but that man's dead now so where can this one stand? That’s a good question, I'm just trying to make a great 1st impression, but whatever you think of me is gladly left to your discretion.

My Notebook

She wants a nickel for my thoughts; I gave her a dollar for all my tears and a story of all my pain that I've been through for all of my years. She said she wanted more so I told her all my fears, then I tried to end it with a story full of cheers. It didn't last long so yeah, I kind of froze, it’s like sad situations are the only things a young brother knows.

I took a deep breath because she makes me shy. I really try to hide it but she has the ability to see it in my eyes. I told her I can do her no wrong but I think she feels its all lies. I just hope this love I have will not be the event of my demise …

Worthy

   Sometimes like the sun rises and when it soon falls I awake with thoughts of you and I enter slumber with internal visions of you in my dreams. You're my every waking moment until the moment I rest my eyes upon you. And I think to myself in the sublime moment of truth, are you worth it? I contemplate the situation over and over in my head thinking, wondering; dreaming is this love for me? Or will this be another run around looking for love like it used to be or is this something tangible to my reality? I sit, I wonder, I think is this a good investment of my time? Because when I invest in something like this, I'm in it till the earth stops moving or until I stop moving. I was always a sucker for a woman’s touch but never like this. Your visions in my brain makes me weak. I complain about you in my sleep, but no one hears me. Then I see you again a year later after my decision was made and my friends ask me in the up most honest way “was it worth it?" I answer nine months later "yeah"

Writers Block ( Life's Distractions)

I'm trapped inside of my head, I call it my private purgatory &  there's not enough words for me to try to explain my story. So I take a few pictures to try to capture the moment but every time that happens my mind just gets to floating.

 I start to lose my place & information starts to self erase & all I can do is sit and think about that funny look on my loves face. Like I told a good joke & then took a pull of the smoke then I layed her down in our bed & gave her a couple strokes....

 Back to the topic because I seem  to have been distracted  when you're lost in the worlds translations you tend to forget about all that has happen.

While I'm walking on water in the privacy of my mind I thinking about stealing a millions and giving it all to the blind. I think about the poor & restless while everyone's enjoying their breakfast

Relax

Mistakes are made on a daily with me. & its not due to the fact that i'm slow or stupid, i'm actually far from it, its more due to the fact that I lost my focus on reality. I had this dream & like a fool I tried to put my all into it and lost what my goal was. See that was my mistake I was to excited about me living out my dreams and not even completing my goals... I needed a reality check, someone who would tell me to relax.

Dedicated to the respected teachers from your most loyal student

When I was younger I listened to potential bosses tell their story. I made sure I didn't make their mistakes, then as a man with a brain of my own I decided to take my own well taught lessons & become my own boss. My teachers back then are now veterans in their own worlds. So I think I am taking all the right steps in life.....Thanks

Dam...Sorry for the wait

Yeah I know I been missing for a while I been on vacation, it's family time and all of that good stuff but when school time hits imma be back on it. I'm working on a poetry book... I been working on one since I started writing.... that was like 12 years ago. You'r going to be getting some new stuff to all the people that actually read this blog.